HEY GUYS WHATS UP?! NOT MUCH HYRE JUST TLKIN TO DUSTIN ON THE PHONE RIGHT NOW.YEA WE`RE GOIN OUT NOW.IM SOO LUCKY!! LOL J/J.WELL WE HAVE PRACTICE TOMORROW AND I RELE DONT WANNA GO.BUT I HAVE TO.SUX I KNOW BUT I LOVE CHEERLEADING THATS WHY I GO.WELL I RELE HAVE NUTTIN ELSE TO SAY SOO LATER!!BUH-BYE

                   <3 HEATHER

DUSTIN-IM SOOO HAPPY WE`RE DATING.YEA IVE LIKED YEW FOR AWHILE NOW AND I WAS RELE HAPPY WHEN YEW ASKED ME OUT.I LOVE YEW SOOO MUCH!!

 i get sick to my stomach
at the thought of losing you      

...and in each precious moment,
my hope is that
ill do or say something
that lets you know that
i could never cherish another
as much as ill always cherish you 

He never stopped smiling
Only trained his lovely brown eyes on hers
And they told her all about herself.
Told her of her love and of her beauty,
Told her everything that she already knew and didn't realize.
They expressed his admiration for her
And then he proclaimed their toast
"To devotion."

TORI-WELL IM RELE SRRY BOUT YEW AND JACOB I KNOW YEW RELE LIKED HIM OH WELL HE A LOSER NE WAYS AND HE DONT KNOW WHAT HW MISSING OUT ON.

and we jump around like we're on drugs and we scream at the top of our lungs we cant get any dumber but thats just what makes us best friends <3

Who cares if we laugh at random stuff or act like dorks in public. Does it really matter that we take crazy pictures && sing into hair brushes? Well if you do get over it because that's the meaning of  best friends.

MEGAN-WELL IM RELE GLAD ME AND YEW ARE GETTIN CLOSER HOPEFULLY IT CAN GO BACK THE WAY IT USED TO BE AND I TRUST YEW THAT ALL THAT CRAP THAT HAPPENED WONT HAPPEN.LOVE YEW

HAYLEY-WELL I PROMISED YEW I WOULD TALK BOUT YEW ON MY NEXT WEBLOG ENTRY SO HYRE YEW GO....OMG!! I LOVE YEW SOO MUCH.ME AND YEW HAVE BEEN FRIENDS SINCE LIKE FOR EVER AND IT BETTER STAY THAT WAY.LOL

Be crazy, be stupid
be wild, break the rules
have fun, dont stress
be who you wanna be
& stand out from the rest

We all have those days, when we feel like we can't go on.
That everything is just too complicated.
When it just would feel so good, to be alone, to cry.
Though, through it all, there is one good thing about those days,
they do, eventually end

I just want that one boy
who will make everything
seem right .. when he asks "what's wrong" and i say
long story he'll be like - baby, I got all NIGHT....

Currently Watching A Walk to Remember By Mandy Moore (II), Shane West see related

I LIKE * * * * * *!!!!!

 hey guys what cha`ll been up to? me not to much...i went to tori`s house saturday nite && i spent the nite over there. it was sooo much fun!! yea brogan came over && we all watched the ring 2. && brogan taught me how to play pool. i won!!!!! lol i think he let me tho.today we all went to church.it was fun. then i went home && swam && sum of muh mom && dads ppl came ova && we fried sum fish and alotta otha stuff.well this week is the last whole week we have left of skool.omg!!! i cant wait. well i have sum things i want sum ppl to know......

 victoria shea downs where do i even begin i love yew sooo much. rele i do. yewr always there for me && i can tell yew every thing and actually trust yew that yew wont go tell ne body. yew are muh best friend ever and thank yew yew fer every lil and bigg thing yew do. yew truely are the best friend a gurl could ever have.p.s. i promise i wont tell ne body bout yewr lil secret hint,,hint 6th grade.LoLwe're not perfect. we laugh too hard.
we are way too loud. and we make
complete fools of ourselves. but
doing those things together, is what
makes us ~ best friends forever <3

megan leeann brown omg i love yew. i want yew to know just because we aint as close as we used to be cuz of a lil drama that happened during the year doesnt mean  i dont still love yew and that yewr not muh friend ne more yew will always be muh friend && never forget this i will ALWAYS be there to catch yew when yew fall.

blake-omg!!! i couldnt ask for ne better of a cousin then i already have. yew are just flat out awesome. yew will always be muh favorite cousin. i love yew blakey poo!!!!

chaddie waddie ooo mii gosh yew are muh best guy friend ever. even tho were not as close ne more and dont talk that much ne more bout our problems and ect. ( i dunno why tho;( ) i will always be hear for yew if yew ever need to talk like we used to be. i`ll be hear to listen. well i love yew so much kidd!!!

well thats all i can think of for rite now sooo.....leave me lots of comments please.

            <3 heathery

& she said, "where have you been my
whole life?" & he said.. "looking for you"

PEOPLE SAY HATE iiS A STRONG
WORD; BUT SO iiS LOVE<3   &&
PEOPLE THROW THAT WORD
AROUND LiiKE iiTS NOTHiiNG

Acceptance. She's too short, he's too tall, her eyebrows are too thick, and his nose is small, he acts too sad, he looks too weird, her freckles are too big, and no one likes his beard, her mouth's full of metal, he has four eyes instead of two, her hair is way too dark, and his eyes are way too blue, she paints her nails black, he always wears a tie, she'll never smile, he'll never cry, she won't be noticed, he won't make the team, her name will never be in lights, and he'll never achieve his dream, why must we all be judged? Why is being accepted so tough? Why do people try so hard? And why are teenage years so rough? No one should be judged, no one should be hurt by something you say, no one should be excluded, and most of all, and no one should be treated this way.

Cause I want you -- and I feel you -- crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger, like a burnin -- to find a place I've never been

Love is the answer
At least for most of the questions in my heart
Why are we here and where do we go
And how come it's so hard
It's not always easy and sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing
It's always better when we're together

 i get sick to my stomach
at the thought of losing you

hey y`ll whats up?! well not much hyre just bein bored && cant sleep. lol. well ne ways i went to church tonite it was lots of fun!! i guess.yay!!whoop,whoop tomorrow muh guhl abby`s birthday. yup,yup she goin to be 13. OMG!!! i cant wait til friday. its haley boisvert && sarah bolton`s partae. its goin to be so much fun. yea me && muh bestestest friend TORWII yea we goin be da beast up in that muu!!!lol rele we are.well imma tlkin to lou rite now so imma goin. l8tr,,h8trs!!!

                 <3 heather bear

*i love we in da club(lol tori && muh inside joke)*

Firsts FIRST REAL BEST FRIEND: victori shea downs FIRST SCHOOL: mom`s friends FIRST CELL PHONE: motorola FIRST FUNERAL: muh grand-pal FIRST PET: dog-tobby FIRST BIG TRIP: i think disney world FIRST FIGHT: Don't remember FIRST CELEBRITY CRUSH: aaron carter FIRST TIME OUT OF THE COUNTRY?: dunno FIRST JOB:too young FIRST MYSPACE FRIEND: umm..i dunno EVERYONE HAS THEIR LASTS: LAST PERSON YOU HUGGED: tori LAST CAR RIDE: cheerleading practice to muh hizouse LAST TIME YOU CRIED?: last  wednesday at GLO LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED: the notebook LAST FOOD YOU ATE: french fries LAST ITEM BOUGHT: dunno LAST SHIRT WORN: blk nca LAST PHONE CALL: tori LAST TEXT MESSAGE: tori LAST KISS: chad LAST THING YOU TOUCHED: Keyboard LAST FUNERAL: I don't remember whose it was, it was a long time ago LAST TIME AT THE MALL: 2 or 3 weeks ago LAST TIME YOU WERE EXCITED FOR SOMETHING: today 5/16/06 LAST PERSON YOU SAW: My  mom LAST THING YOU DRANK: Water l LAST PERSON THAT BROKE YOUR HEART: chad LAST TIME YOU WERE REALLY HONESTLY HAPPY?: today

hey y`ll wat it do?! nuttin much hyre just tlkin to muh bff  TORI.!! yea  we tlkin bout what we gunna do this weekend. we goin to haley boisvert`s birthday party friday we gunna go beast mode at that mo-fo we goin be unstopable.LoL.its gunna be so much fun. yea && after haley`s pArty we goin home to my house and watch movies and we mite go rollin and i dunno what else.but we gunna have so much fun.yea, yea and guess what!! this thursday is muh gurl abby`s 13th birthday so this thursday dont forget to wish her happy birthday because if yew do imma kick y`lls butt bigg time.k.k.       LoL  im actin like barney rite now for muh lil sister. its so funny ok maybe not to yew but to me it GOSH!!! k that was random. well imma go do something now i dunno what but imma do something.i love yew guy`z && s.o.s. cant forget bout them.

leave me lots of comments.

                     <3 heather bear

i know he's not perfect, but he tries
so hard for me, & i thank God because
how boring would that be? it's the little
imperfections & the sudden change
in plans.. when he misreads directions
& we're lost.. but still holdin` hands

tonight i'll stand in the light, so you
can count how many tears fall from
my eyes. this time i'll be alright, my
heart can't get any worse ..

one day you will love me like i loved you.
one day you will think of me as i thought of you.
one day you will cry for me as i've cried for you.
one day you will want me and i won't want you.

 

he swings her around
they kiss while the city
around them disappears

there's a silence in your eyes
a mystery that kills. it's either
you love me, or you never will

She's starting to wish...
That she never said anyhing
Maybe that would fix everything

and in each precious moment,
my hope is that
ill do or say something
that lets you know that
i could never cherish another
as much as ill always cherish you

how can you say that its too late
to save us now?
& i will wait for you
if you will wait for me

I don't miss the way you were with me,
I miss the way I felt.
I don't miss our phone calls,
I miss having someone to talk to for endless hours.
I don't miss the sleep I didn't get,
I miss the reason I didn't get it.
I don't miss the "I love you's"
I miss the meaning behind them.
I dont miss loving you,
I miss the feeling in return.
I don't miss you,
I miss the way you made me feel.
I don't love you,
I love who you used to be.

you're not my friend.
friends don't look at eachother, like we do now.

trying to forget someone
you love is like trying to
forget someone you
never met

please me make me not so crazy,
make me fall apart,
make me think
beautiful unexpected thoughts


when someone you love abandons
you, it doesn't hurt just because
they've changed or lied or went
back on their promises, but
because you know what they
really are and what a beautiful
person they can be and when
they take that away from you and
won't let you see that beautiful
person again, nothing hurts more than
having someone just decide to take
your entire world away without
consulting you first

love is such a strong word
but the way i feel about him
is much stronger

He never stopped smiling
Only trained his lovely brown eyes on hers
And they told her all about herself.
Told her of her love and of her beauty,
Told her everything that she already knew and didn't realize.
They expressed his admiration for her
And then he proclaimed their toast
"To devotion."

i'm not a perfect person.
theres many things i wish i didn't do.

Boy, just look at her.
How can you not notice.
She smiles a little more,
laughs a little louder,
all for you.

We all have those days, when we feel like we can't go on.
That everything is just too complicated.
When it just would feel so good, to be alone, to cry.
Though, through it all, there is one good thing about those days,
they do, eventually end.

and we jump around like we're on drugs and we scream at the top of our lungs we cant get any dumber but thats just what makes us best friends <3

Boy, just look at her.
How can you not notice.
She smiles a little more,
laughs a little louder,
all for you.

Every Girls Dream
Get kissed in the rain
Have that one hott kiss where your pressed against the wall
Have a guy that think you're the world
Have a guy that holds on as long as possible when giving hugs
A boy that whispers he loves you in your ear
Have that moment where you just gaze into each other's eyes
When you cry, he kisses your tears away.
When you're not with your guy he's all that you can think about
Wearing his jacket and every time you breath in, his scent surrounds you
A guy who will watch any movie with you, no matter how teary eyed you may get.
guy who squeezes your hand
A boy that says he loves you and means it
A guy that will play her favorite song outside her window
A guy who is loyal
A guy that will sing to you no matter how bad he is at it.
A guy that will kiss you on the forehead.
A guy that will call you beautiful or adorable...not hot, fine, or sexy
A guy that will never judge you for how you look.
A boy that says cheezy stuff to you just to make u smile
A boy that is the same when he is with you and when with friends
A boy that tells you everything honestly
A boy that is good with your family and introduces you to his family
A guy that will always let you win
A guy who stands up for you no matter who it is against
A guy who calls you at night just to say 'hi' and see how your day has been
A boy who tells you that your smile makes his day and makes everything better
A boy who will sit on the phone with you when you're sad, even if you're quiet
A boy who you can hangout and have fun with
A boy that will just randomly call you for no reason at all, just because he missed you
A guy who will hold your hand through the roughest parts of life.
A guy who would love you forever no matter the circumstance.
A guy who wouldn't mind you wanting to get all dressed up and do your make up for him. Even if he says he likes you better without make up.
A guy who you can be yourself with and he will never give a care and would still tell you that you are amazing to him.
A guy who runs his fingers through your hair, like he's washing your worries/troubles away





i love his cute little comments..  the way he
makes me laugh.. the way he's always there,
and the way he knows how to get my heart..
& it makes me wonder, why is he so perfect?

 

Topanga: What I see in you? Portrait of someone I thought I knew. How were you able to talk to some girl all night then kiss her the next and still think you care about me?!
Cory: Because I did, and I do!
Topanga: You don't! Or you wouldn't have been able to do those things, Cory. These things don't just happen for no reason.
Cory: You're right. Besides, she kissed me.
Topanga: Oh! And you moved away? What did you do to stop her?
Cory: Nothing! I said, 'Kiss me baby sweetie, kill the relationship with the person I care about more than anything, and make me miserable for the rest of my horrible life!

 

 

                              

 

 

 

 

Thats is what we do...We fight. You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of the bitch and i tell you when you are a pain in that ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I am not afriad to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound. And you go back doing the next another pain in the ass thing. So it's not going to be easy. It's going to be really hard. But we're going to have to work at at this everyday, but i want to do that. Because I want you. I want all of you. Forever, you and me everyday - the notebook

 

 

 

 

the hurt began to fade, and it was easier to just let go, at least i thought it was, but in every boy i met in the next few years, i found myself looking for you, and when the feelings got too strong, i'd write you another letter, but i never sent them, in fear of what i might find, by then, you'd gone on with your life, and i didnt want to think about you loving someone else, i wanted to remember us like we were that summer, i didnt ever want to forget that - the notebook

 

 

I love you. And not in a friendly way, although I think we're great friends. And not in a misplaced affection, puppy dog way, although I'm sure that's what you'll call it. And it's not because you are unattainable. I love you. Very simple, very truly. You're the epitome of every attribute and quality that I've ever looked for in another person. I know you think of me as just a friend, and crossing that line is the furthest thing from an option you'd even consider. But I had to say it, I can't take this anymore. I can't stand next to you without wanting to hold you. I can't look into your eyes without feeling that longing you only read about in trashy romance novels. I can't talk to you without wanting to express my love for everything you are. I know this will probably queer our friendship-no pun intended-but I had to say it, because I've never felt this way before and I like who I am because of it. And if bringing it to light means we can't hang out anymore than that hurts me. But I couldn't allow another day to go by without getting it out there, regardless of the outcome, which by the look on your face, is to be the inevitable shoot-down. And I'll accept that. But I know some part of you is hesitating for a moment, and if there is a moment of hesitation, that means you feel something too. All I ask is that you not dismiss that-at least for ten seconds-and try to dwell in it. there isn't another soul on this fucking planet who's ever made me half the person I am when I'm with you and I would risk this friendship for the chance to take it to the next plateau. Because it's there between you and me, you can't deny that. And even if we never speak again after tonight, please know that I'm forever changed because of who you are and what you've meant to me...

 

 

hey everybody will y`ll please pray for tori`s mom she`s not feelin good? please && thank yew very much. Currently Listening How To Save A Life By The Fray in over my head see related ive been saved   hey muh luvily`s!! what it do?! me not to much bein bored. i spent tha nite with abb`s friday nite && ethan broke ^ with her. that loser!!j/j, but he did break up with her. but its all good she doesnt care she didnt even cry. she likes some one else and i know hoo it is nanner nanner boo boo && yew dont :p    today i played softball for tha first time in like too years && i gotta say i was pretty good.j/j. but i did really have to play in a ASA game. me && abb`s were sub-in for some ppl. it was fun.we stayed there frum bout 12 til 7 at least i left at 7 cuz i was tired && ready to go home. well tomorrows mother`s day. YAY MOMS!!!!!so what y`ll duin for mother`s day??! we`re grillin or duin some thing on my moms grill && lotts of ppl are commin over && we`re goin swimmin. its gunna be lotts of funn....especially for all tha mummys!! well im kinda up set because i feel like i have had no one to talk to because muh best friend ever y`ll know hoo dat be rite?! tha 1 && only VICTORIA SHEA DOWNS yup,yup thats muh BFF rite there. well yea ne ways we havent talked all weekend && it makes me sad.but i guess i`ll be ohka. well guess what...theres a new guy in my life. lol well not really in my life i just like some body alot!!THEY ARE VERY SWEET!! they have some thing in common with me too im just not gunna say what. there are only a couple ppl(ithink) hoo know hoo i like && thats abb`s && tori. well ima go now and find some thang to do. DANG!! im so bored. well ne ways bye guyz. leave me lots && lots && lots of comments && if y`r lucky i mite comment y`ll back....lol im just joken.Bye,                   <3 heathery i love y`ll && s.o.s. Romans 12:9-21...About love  Love must be sincere. Hate what is evil; cling to what is good. Be devoted to one another in brotherly love. Honor one another above yourselves. Never be lacking in zeal, but keep your spiritual fervor, serving the Lord. Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer. Share with God's people who are in need. Practice hospitality.  Bless those who persecute you; bless and do not curse. Rejoice with those who rejoice; mourn with those who mourn. Live in harmony with one another. Do not be proud, but be willing to associate with people of low position.Do not be conceited.  Do not repay anyone evil for evil. Be careful to do what is right in the eyes of everybody. If it is possible, as far as it depends on you, live at peace with everyone.Do not take revenge, my friends, but leave room for God's wrath, for it is written: "It is mine to avenge; I will repay,"says the Lord. On the contrary:    "If your enemy is hungry, feed him;       if he is thirsty, give him something to drink.    In doing this, you will heap burning coals on his head." Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good. James 5:12...About swearing Above all, my brothers, do not swear—not by heaven or by earth or by anything else. Let your "Yes" be yes, and your "No," no, or you will be condemned. James 5:13-16...About prayer Is any one of you in trouble? He should pray. Is anyone happy? Let him sing songs of praise. Is any one of you sick? He should call the elders of the church to pray over him and anoint him with oil in the name of the Lord. And the prayer offered in faith will make the sick person well; the Lord will raise him up. If he has sinned, he will be forgiven. Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous man is powerful and effective. JAMES 5:20...VERY IMPORTANT! READ THIS! remember this: Whoever turns a sinner from the error of his way will save his soul from death and cover over a multitude of sins.   SUM QUOTES && ICONS: everyday she spends hours in the bathroom doing her hair, her makeup and everyday she walks into school saying maybe today he'll notice me... Who cares if we laugh at random stuff or act like dorks in public. Does it really matter that we take crazy pictures && sing into hair brushes? Well if you do get over it because that's the meaning of  best friends.   && finally when everything you wanted was pretty much handed too you, it's almost as if you were afraid to take it   Isn't it fun? realizing you love someone. it just hits you one day..all of a sudden they're all you think about && when you're thinking about them you either have a smile on your face or tears running down your cheeks. you don't want to go out anywhere, unless you know they're going to be there && once you're there, you don't want to be anywhere else && then all your friends, and your family ask you if you're okay..because you just seem so out of it && they wonder why you've been spending so much time in your room..just laying there.  SO ME!! Find the one you can be ourself around..you can say whatever you want. you can laugh, you can smile, you can fight. but at the end of each night you're still crazy about eachother it's so cute to see someone with a relationship holding hands, flirting, just being in love. & even though it might be something you don't have, it's something that one day you will find. <3   I know there's someone out there Someone who loves me for me But as for now I'm left all by myself All alone, quiet, and lonely.   I will not chase after you once again I refuse to be put thru more pain Enough I've already delt with since then And I won't go back there again.   I'm free to be God's daughter I'm free to be myself You're free, as well, to act as you please Also free to be yourself.   I am a poet writing of my pain.. I am a person living a life of shame.. I am your daughter hiding my depression.. I am your sister making a good impression.. I am your friend acting like I'm fine.. I am a wisher wishing this life weren't mine.. I am a girl who hates being lonely.. I am a teenager pushing her tears aside.. I am a student who doesn't have a clue.. I am the girl sitting next to you.. I am the one asking you to care.. I am your best friend hoping you'll be there     I asked you if I was pretty, you said no. I asked you if I was fat, you said yes of course. I asked you if you wanted to be with me forever, you said no. I asked you if you would cry if I walked away, you said no. I had heard too much, and need to leave and as I walked away.. You grabbed my arm and told me to stay. You said... Your not pretty, your beautiful. The only thing fat, or big, about you is your heart. I don't want to be with you forever, I need to be with you for....and, baby,i wouldn't cry id  die !!!!!!!!   DEFINITION OF A BEST FRIEND Somebody who is always there no matter what. The person you can call at 3 in the morning crying, and instead of getting a greeting like "why are you calling me so late?", you get "what took you so long?" Someone who you can laugh, cry, yell, act stupid, or just sit in the quiet with.   Someone who will sneak out of the house and go teepee your ex's house with you, so if you get caught you wont be alone. Someone who knows somethings wrong even when you have the biggest smile on your face. Someone who wont believe you when you say "im fine" because they know somethings wrong by the tone of your voice and the look in your eyes. The person you can tell anything to and they know exactly what to say to make you feel better.  Someone who will love you unconditionally. Someone who will never turn their back on you no matter what happens or what you do. And the only person who knows you better than you know yourself, and who always lets you know they're there.. no matter what   Be crazy, be stupid be wild, break the rules have fun, dont stress be who you wanna be & stand out from the rest   i promised myself that i wouldn`t think about you i guess i broke that promise on the first day <3 When all this "love" stuff was over, I finally realized what I missed most about you... the friendship we once shared   You're just a memory of a love that used to be. You're just a memory of a love that used to mean so muCH to me.... Y0U D0N'T DEVEL0P C0URAGE BY BEiNG HAPPY iN Y0UR RELATi0NSHiPS EVERYDAY. Y0U DEVEL0P iT BY SURiViNG DiFFiCULT TiMES & CHALLENGiNG ADVERSiTY she's just a little too scared to get close to anyone because everyone that said '` i'll be there `' ..left...   I keep holding on. Some say I'm stupid. Some say I'm crazy. But, they can never know what it was like. They can never know how it felt. I keep loving you. Most people call me pathetic. Most people call me insane. But, they can never know what I'm going through. They will never see what I see. They will never feel the way I feel. So, I'll just keep holding on.... Never think you're nothing. Never cry at night over not being pretty enough. Never tell yourself you'll never be good enough. cus to someone, your're everything. To someone, you're gorgeous. To someone you are the world.......(   I just want that one boy who will make everything seem right .. when he asks "what's wrong" and i say long story he'll be like - baby, I got all NIGHT...  MY FAVORITE QUOTE.        Michelle Neal : Youth Minister Bio◊ Michelle Neal, originally Raila (and proud of it), was raised in the little town of Pineville, LA.  Always a bright student, Michelle graduated valedictorian in her high school class and headed off to Louisiana College to pursue her major in Religious Education, as every sweet little Christian girl should.  However, there was an aspiring rock star inside of Michelle that needed to be released.  She found this release when she became Youth Minister at her home church, Donahue Family Church.  Here, she was able to wear glitter, short spiky hair, and neon outfits (if the mood fit her) because she was still considered cool in this ministry.  Unfortunately, Michelle’s sister introduced her to a dashing young man named Jeremy, and she got married.  Her pursuit of being a rock star had to end because they were too broke  to fund her wardrobe.  However, Michelle loves her husband deeply and has continued her college career while adding on a second major in Communication Arts.  Hmm, maybe that rock star dream is still not too far away.